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tips his cap as I breeze past him into th
k over my shoulder, grinn
ts. But I'm not worried-I'm excited. It's been two weeks since I've seen him properly, and I've been counting down the hours. T
press the penthouse button, and
ur to my reflection. "Pl
ey-he gave it to me six months ago, said I wa
"It's me. I brought wine. The expensive kind y
ans
the coffee table with a half-empty glass of whiskey beside it. That's not unusual. Sebastian leaves a trail of hims
er this time. "You better not
. The door to his bedroom is closed. I can hear voices-muffle
mach t
stopping a few feet from the door. "A busi
This one is dis
cting an innocent explanation fo
the doo
crumpled on the floor. The second thing I see is the shoes. Sofia's
thing I se
ist, her head resting on his chest, the sheets tangled around their legs.
is is a mistake. This has to be a mistake. Maybe I'm d
his head. His
" he
h
ogy. No guilt. Just oh, like I've interrupted a conve
to her chest. Her voice is soft, almost swee
ook at the two of them together, in the bed I've slept in, in the sheets I
stian says. He runs a hand through his hai
s Fri
hone on the nightst
is arm. She's not embarrassed. She's not ashamed. She's
have called," she s
ng through the room like a blade. "Don't
nch. She's always been good at pretendi
pounding so hard I can hear it in my ears. "You're in
," she corre
ighs, like I'm the one being u
gly, broken. "You're cheating on me with
hand. He lets her take it. He lets her lace her fingers thro
st hap
ebastian says with a shr
sacrificed for. The man I defended to my parents, to my friends, to a
repeat slowly. "That's
me like I'm the inconvenience. Lik
racking. "Three times. I brought
s like a dismissal. "But maybe you sh
es, but I refuse to let them fall. I won't give
on't make
make a
t to make a scene. Sofia is still holding his hand, still looking at me with that fake
rtbreak. My heartbrea
hot and sharp and unforgiving. I look at Sebastian, at his smug, care
ust a fraction. "You should probably go, D
omething, but no words come. Because she's rig
ot broken
lent promise to myself. They will regret this. Both of them. They will
physical blow: the two people I
n't
not fall to my knees. I will not ask him why. I wil
the bed and wal
se it's pleading. Not because there's regret i
urn aroun
f sheets, the creak of the mat
ut." My hand finds the doork
n't ch
my chest. "You chose her. Every time you called her instead of me. Every time you lied about
ough his hair, frustrated
king now, but I don't care. "Someth
other to fix it. She wants me to see. She wants me to know exactly what she's
yself. As if I'm the one who should be asham
ght. I should go. But not because I'm embarrassed. Because I
open th
not moving. Still not getting
n around. "What's th
... d
pull the door shut behind me. The click of t
floor. I grab my coat from the hook by the door. I check my bag-pho
ss of whiskey, now watered down from the melted ice. I set the bottle of wine on the counter. The expens
t me from the dark window-a woman with tear-streaked cheeks and w
nk. This is where you dec
wers I deserve. But what would that change? He's already made his choice.
e only thi
le
o looks at me with wide, pitying eyes. I don't acknowledge him. I don't acknowledge anyon
and on the sidewalk, clutching my bag to my chest, and I l
ng. Something darker. Something that doesn't want to
en my contacts. I scroll past Sebastian's name-I'll delete it lat
t. Not yet
ow where I'm going. I don't know what I'll do when I get there.
one b
one c
letting
ever see me
a silent promise to myself-a promise that will be
ofia will ever see me b
h them, they'll wish

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