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ia
because tomorrow you are going to w
hat particular pride she only used when she spoke about him. I stood by the front doorom," I
even picture. Victoria never stopped talking about him. How successful he was. How respected. How generous. Every month, without fail, money arrived in her account. Enough to cover the rent, the bills, the little extras she had gone without for years. Enough for
open and stepped
orrow I would meet him. The stepfather. The stranger who paid for our lives while remaining a ghost. I had asked to see a picture once. Victoria had only laughed and said there would be time enough for in
didn't want to listen to her talk about him for another
ght moment to tell him face to face. I wanted to see his expression when I said it. I wanted the ordinary night, the quiet apartment, the w
ay, the kind with thin walls and a permanent smell of takeout and cologne. He had given me a key in the second month, after a night when I had shown u
e. Older, of course. Polished. The kind of man who wore suits that cost more than our rent. Victoria said he worked too much. She said he was rarely home. She said that was why the money came so easil
ept walking. The closer I got to Ethan's building, the more I told myself that seeing him would steady me. That his arms, his voice, the ordinary weight of his body next to mine
to darken. I didn't knock. I never knocked. The ke
through the open window in the living room. Then I heard it-something that didn't belong. A raw, broke
hort hallway witho
from the single lamp on the nightstand spil
e sounds coming out of him were nothing I had ever heard before-loud, shameless, almost sobbing with pleasure. He had never made those sounds with me. Not once in eleven months. No matter how I touc
of them
Ethan's spine. The way his thighs trembled. The low, satisfied sound Derek made when Ethan pushed
side my ches
ck of the slap was sharp in the small space. He jerked back with a curse, pulling free. Ethan's head snapped up. His eyes found mi
to his knees, and backhanded me across
ed sideways into the wall, the taste of blood already bright on my tongu
is pants, a small, cold smile on his mouth. Neither of them looked ashamed. Neither of them looked sorry. They stared at me like
o slap the guy, because they

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