I kept my eyes closed, the scent of cedar and storm filling my lungs as his powerful arms held me, pressing me into the expensive silk sheets. It was the scent of an Alpha King, a scent that demanded surrender. My body, the body of an Omega, instinctively arched toward him, a traitorous response to the raw power radiating from him.
But my mind remained stubbornly detached. I bit my lower lip until I tasted copper, stubbornly swallowing my moans. My silence was the only armor I had left. I was a pawn in this cutthroat Blackstone Pack, currently in bed with my former best friend's brother. It was a secret wrapped in shame, a desperate transaction I had initiated to use his absolute power to uncover the truth behind my adopted brother's sudden death.
Suddenly, the sharp, urgent chime of my Pack-issued communicator shattered the heavy, cedar-scented air. Unlike the private mind-link, this device was used for external Pack business.
I tried to wrap my arms around his neck, a familiar gesture of intimacy I'd attempted a hundred times before, hoping to distract him. "My comms..." I gasped out, trying to pull away.
Harden caught my wrists. His grip wasn't gentle as he pinned them to the headboard above me. In the dim light, his golden eyes flashed like a predator's. "Don't move," he whispered, his voice a low growl. "I like you this way."
A wicked smirk touched his lips. He reached over to the nightstand, snatched the sleek, silver-edged communicator, and pressed the external speaker button.
"Bridgette, you dirty little slut!" Corinna Clark's shrill voice exploded into the room, laced with pure venom. "You backstabbing bitch! I treated you like a sister, and you seduce my brother? You're nothing but damaged goods, a cheap whore! Do you really think Harden would ever look at a used piece of trash like you unless he was blind? You're just a lowly Omega pig!"
My body went rigid, humiliation burning my throat like acid. The fact that I had a boyfriend before didn't make me trash, but in Corinna's eyes, I was filth. The degradation of being called a whore while I was literally pinned beneath her brother made me sick to my stomach.
A cold wave washed over me, extinguishing the fire he'd just lit. I let my body go slack, my muscles relaxing into the forced submission he demanded. I knew my role. I was a warm body, a pliant toy to satisfy his needs. That was the price of his protection within the Blackstone Pack, a truth I had to swallow every single day.
A flicker of a smile touched his lips, pleased by my obedience. He didn't miss a beat. He leaned in, his hot breath brushing my ear. "She called you used goods?" he whispered, his voice dripping with dark amusement. He thrust deeper, intentionally harsh, forcing a sharp, breathless gasp from my lips.
"Did you hear that, Corinna?" Harden spoke lazily toward the device, his dominant Alpha aura seeping even through the speaker. "She's a little busy right now. And for the record, she tastes perfectly fine to me."
He didn't end the call. Instead, he tossed the communicator onto the pillow right next to my ear, leaving the line wide open. Corinna's hateful, sobbing rant continued to echo in the room, a twisted soundtrack to his relentless claiming. His golden eyes darkened with a sick, thrilling amusement. He wanted to break me while his sister listened. He thrust deeper, intentionally harsh, trying to force a sob, a cry, anything out of my tightly sealed lips.
He leaned down, his golden eyes locking onto mine. "Look at me, Bridgette," he commanded.
I lifted my gaze to his, carefully schooling my features into an unbreakable mask of blankness. I refused to let him see the tears threatening to spill. I wouldn't give him the satisfaction of seeing me broken.
"He's probably disgusted just looking at your pathetic face!" Corinna's voice shrieked from the communicator, a vile echo in the tense silence. "You're nothing but a disposable toy! A dirty little secret he'd never claim!"
The vicious words struck like a physical blow, yet I didn't even let my eyelashes tremble. I just stared back at him, my expression as cold and still as a frozen lake.
Harden searched my eyes for any sign of a crack, any hint of the devastation his sister was trying to inflict. When he found nothing but my absolute, defiant calmness, a dark flash of frustration crossed his features.
He abruptly lowered his head and crushed his mouth to mine. It was a punishing, possessive kiss that was more about venting his frustration than any kind of passion. I endured it, my body's instincts at war with the ice forming around my soul.
When he was finished, he rolled off me and settled onto his back, his breathing already evening out as sleep claimed him. The room was filled with the sound of our breaths, but the illusion of intimacy had been shattered.
I lay perfectly still, staring at the fractured light cast by the expensive crystal chandelier on the ceiling.
Once his breathing was deep and steady, I carefully slid out from under his arm, my movements as silent as a falling feather. I padded across the cold floor on bare feet, gathering my clothes from where they'd been discarded. I dressed slowly, my body aching with a dull soreness.
Dressed, I walked to the massive floor-to-ceiling window and looked down at the glittering expanse of the city. This was the top of the world, a symbol of absolute power. But for me, this gilded cage felt colder than a tomb.
Corinna's words echoed in my mind. Omega filth.
But it was Harden's indifference that cut deeper. He had protected the privacy of his moment, but he had not protected me.
I turned and took one last look at the powerful, sleeping man in the bed. He had given me sanctuary, a way to survive in this cutthroat Pack. But he had also personally fastened the shackles of shame around my wrists.
Without a sound, I pulled open the heavy bedroom door and slipped out into the hallway, leaving him behind in the silent, opulent darkness.
When I arrived at St. Jude's Medical Center for my shift the next morning, the corridors were already buzzing. I could feel the stares burning into my back.
"... did you hear? Her adopted brother, Leo, just died two days ago."
"And someone saw her making out with a guy in a sports car last night..."