A younger girl working the next line over muttered about the paycheck, about the endless hours. Britta said nothing. Her gaze was as still and deep as a winter lake.
At the foreman's office, she was handed a flimsy envelope. Inside, a few wrinkled bills. A week's worth of her life, thin enough to see through.
Outside, the setting sun cast long shadows over the decaying town. Peeling paint, shuttered storefronts, the smell of rot hanging in the humid North Carolina air.
A pickup truck slowed as it passed her. A chorus of crude whistles.
"Hey pretty thing! Whatcha doin' all alone?"
Britta's eyes stayed fixed ahead. Her pace quickened. Her knuckles turned white as she gripped the strap of her worn backpack.
The sound was a key turning a rusty lock in her mind.
A flash. Six years ago. A dark party, the reek of cheap beer, a hand clamped around her wrist. The feeling of being pinned down. A cold, sharp terror that stole her breath.
She squeezed her eyes shut, hard.
When she opened them, the memory was gone, shoved back into the dark box where it lived. Her jaw was tight, her expression once again a sheet of ice.
She practically ran the last few blocks to the bottom-floor apartment in a crumbling brick building.
The moment she opened the door, a small body launched into her arms.
"Mommy, you're back!"
Britta wrapped her arms around Leo, holding him so tight she could feel his small heart beating against her chest. He was her whole world. The exhaustion, the fear, the grime of the day-it all melted away in his embrace.
"Look!" He held up a crayon drawing. A big house with a green lawn. A big person and a little person stood in front, both with wide, happy smiles.
A sharp pain lanced through Britta's chest. It was Leo's dream. It was everything she couldn't give him.
She kissed his forehead, her voice a low whisper meant only for him.
"One day, buddy. I promise."
Dinner was macaroni and cheese from a box. She watched Leo eat like a ravenous wolf, then finished the little that was left in the pot herself.
The phone rang. The screen read: "Brenda." A muscle in Britta's jaw twitched.
She answered. Her mother's voice, a familiar whine, immediately filled the small room, complaining about needing money for her prescriptions. The complaint quickly morphed into a demand.
Britta leaned against the wall, her voice flat.
"I don't have it. The rent is due."
Brenda's whine turned into a screech. A selfish bitch, that's what she was. Forgot her own mother now that she had that kid. That unwanted bastard.
Britta listened, her face a blank mask. The words were poison, but she had built up an immunity. They slid off her like water.
She waited for Brenda to take a breath, to reload for the next volley of curses.
In that small gap of silence, Britta ended the call.
Leo looked up from his toys, his small face clouded with worry.
"Grandma angry again?"
Britta knelt, smoothing his hair. She forced a smile.
"It's okay, sweetie. Adults stuff."
She would shield him from it all. She had to.
Later, after Leo was asleep, she pulled a heavy wooden box from under her bed.
There were no jewels inside. No cash. Just stacks of yellowing paper.
She lifted one sheet. It was a detailed anatomical drawing of the human leg-muscles, nerves, tendons-all labeled with precise, clinical terminology.
Another stack held fashion sketches. Gowns with elegant, flowing lines, designs filled with an imagination that didn't belong in this town.
Her fingers traced the complex molecular structure of a neuro-regenerative compound on another page. Her focus was sharp, intense. She was not a factory worker in that moment.
These papers were ghosts. They were pieces of another Britta, a Britta who had been forced to die six years ago.
She carefully placed Leo's drawing of the big house on top of the pile. His dream would be her fuel.
Closing the box, she walked to the window. The town was dark and silent, a graveyard of forgotten hopes.
Her reflection in the glass was a thin, straight line against the blackness.
She spoke the words to herself, a vow whispered into the night.
"I will get us out of this hell."
It was the first crack of light in a long, suffocating darkness.