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   Chapter 14 Not Sacrifice But Love

I'm Your Voice By April Melody Characters: 8127

Updated: 2019-07-16 13:41


Nanmaya's POV

His eyes are depicting immense love for me. He placed my hands on my lap.

"I Love You, Nanmaya, " he signed, whistling my name with immense love in those tantalizing eyes. His dazzling smile and unshed tears are telling me everything.

I really don't know what to say? Now he realized that he loves me after all these? I licked my dry lips looking at him.

"I just expressed my feelings. You don't need to repel the same but please let's be..." I cut him off.

I cleared the lump in my throat. "How long?" Asked with tears.

He showed four fingers. "Four months?" I asked.

He nodded negatively, I gasped blinking my eyes.

"Four years!" I whispered surprisingly.

He nodded staring me fearfully. Shock, surprise, happy what not my feeling are. I just want to hug him and shout that I love him madly but... I gulped the lump in my throat and licked my dry lips.

I started with a smile, adoring him. "I thought in childhood, you are a special kid but I didn't understand your real pain."

He was looking at me curiously and leaned closer to me placing his hands on my either side of me.

"But when I understood the fact, I felt that God was cruel and heartless." His lips curved into a small smile.

"Without my knowledge, I promised to be your voice and after realizing the fact, I promised myself to be your voice. I'm Your VOICE, forever, Mahi." I said with a smile lingered on my lips and kept my right hand on his heart.

He was adoring me with that never-ending smile and those tantalizing eyes are gazing me with love.

"Who won't love you, Mahi? For four years, I'm dying to feel your love but when I saw Lipsika kissing you, I died at that moment but I want only your happiness. My love is strong to support you, make you happy but not to trouble you. Being lonely, I accepted Varun but hated myself, "

He stood like a statue gawking at me. I just want to cry my heart out hugging him tightly but now I should give him some piece of mind.

"I'm the one who only knew everything about you. Your pain, insecurities, passion, everything but how can you think that I'm doing sacrifice?" Angry tears left my eyes.

I took his right hand and placed it on my heart. He moved his palm a little bit up so that it won't touch my chest.

'That's my Mahi.'

"This beats for you, "I'm not sacrificing, but I Love You, " I said with love.

He felt happy and the tears are wetting his cheeks.

"I don't have any goal in life but you gave me music, "I'm not sacrificing, but I Love You.

"I grew up with you and wants to die with you, "I'm not sacrificing, but I Love You.

"For your happiness, I can break my heart and can stay away from you, "I'm not sacrificing, but I Love You, "I'm not a mad girl to force you and love me back but can support your love life, "I'm not sacrificing, but I Love You.

"Let anyone comes to my life but you're the only one for me, Mahi, "I'm not sacrificing, but I Love You, " I said with love and tears.

I left his hand and cupped his cheeks. He was looking at me with happy tears yet a time pain. And that never-ending smile was not leaving his lips.

Wiping his cheeks, "I Love You, my best friend Mahish Aurora, I Love You my Cutie Pie, I Love You, Symphony, I Love You, " I said with all the love looking into his eyes.

He smiled, biting his lower lips gently. I always want to pour my heart in front of him and want to see his reaction but not like this.

"But no Mahi. We can't continue this. I'm sorry, " I'm hurt because of his thinking.

I pushed him, jumped on the ground and took long strides letting my tears flow but he caught my right wrist, I didn't turn back. He came in front of me, cupped my cheeks wiping my tears with his thumb. I closed my eyes with hiccups. After wiping, he blew air on my face. I felt relaxed in his touch. He left me, I opened my eyes.

"It's okay Doll, don't worry. I will never hold you back. You are always free from me, chase your dream and I will always support you. Your happiness is all I want, " he signed s

incerely with love filled eyes.

My anger roused to its next level.

'Does he lost or what?'

I slapped him hard this time. and went back to the rhythm. He gawked and gaped caressing his cheek with a pout, rubbing his left cheek. I tried to climb onto the rhythm but failed. He shook his head in disappointment with that stupid smile and came to me but still rubbing his cheek.

He was going to help me but I raised my hand in a gesture to stop him. He stood still looking at me. I tried but again failed, he was suppressing his laugh. I tried and tried but failed. He suddenly pushed me and finally, I sat.

I didn't look at him as he was still leaning on me. I tried to push him but he was not moving away, so I raised my eyelashes to see him. He tantalizing eyes are dripping with love and affection. I pushed him without looking into his eyes. He blew air on my face, I glared.

"Am I hurting you?" He signed without moving away.

"No, Mahi, " I whispered looking into his eyes with unshed tears.

He was looking into my eyes with immense love. I caught his collar, so our faces are too close.

"I have been in a dream world that I can understand all your feelings, emotions, in fact, everything with your single glance. But no I failed to recognize your feelings, love, sacrifice, everything." I'm crying like hell.

"All these months, the pain of losing you killed me. But I couldn't recognize your sacrifice, insecurity, pain for years. I know about your insecurities but never imagined you would push me away for my so-called happiness.

"I thought you will confess your feelings with your lyrics, music, and love. But all these years, what you are doing SACRIFICE?" I hit his shoulder.

He smiled, showering love from his tantalizing eyes, dazzling smile.

"For your kind information, let me remind you, I don't have any special dreams except our dream. I felt alone without you and don't want to ruin our friendship. So applied it but I'm not ready to leave you all and chase my so-called dream which I never dreamt." I said in anger. He was smiling like a fool, biting his lower lip.

"Don't you know me Mahi? You don't need to express love in the form of words. With your just one single glance, I will give all my life to you, " I pulled his collar tightly.

"Oh wait, I'm sacrificing right?" I mocked with a sarcastic smile.

"I don't have anything to say Mahi. This is what our friendship is? All these years, we didn't understand each other but doing 'sacrifice'." I air-quoted the word and pushed him away.

"Just leave me alone Mahi and stick on to your sacrifice, " I jumped on the ground.

Suddenly, he put his hands on my either side looking at me with love. I pushed him but he didn't move.

'Just a minute, please, ' he whistle tuned. I stopped, cross-armed and glared at him. He heaved a long sigh and took a deep breath.

"All these years, I sacrificed with my stupidity but now you boosted my love. So, now I will gain your love. That's my promise, " he signed with that dazzling smile.

'Wow, let's see how long this drama goes?' I mentally squeezed his neck.

"Well I didn't even take a minute, " he signed with a wink.

He gave me a way to go, bowing his head.

"I hate you, Mahish Aurora, " I bustled without turning back.

I heard his, 'I love you, Doll, ' whistle tune. I busted in tears and ran to my room. Locking the door, I fell on the bed and cried like hell.

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'Who the hell was banging the door?' I'm in deep slumber but the door was banging.

I groaned cursing Mahi and opened the door to kill him but found Allu Aunt sweet smiling face. I thought it's Mahi but Aunt banged the door? No ways, I'm sure he hid somewhere but I don't care.

Aunt told me to fresh up and come for dinner. I washed my face and applied kajal. My face was looking horrible with puffy eyes. I went to the dining table. After many days Mahi was at the dining table because of Lipsika...

'No, it's because of me he avoided all of them.' I blinked to stop these bloody tears.

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