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   Chapter 9 I Miss Us, MaNan

I'm Your Voice By April Melody Characters: 8482

Updated: 2019-07-12 10:52

Nanmaya's POV

Mahi came inside and smacked my head gently biting his whole lower lip under his teeth. I smiled with a wink closing the door.

"Stop being jealous of my chatting session with my girlfriend and phone too. And she was with her parents, " he signed with an angry glare.

I stuck my tongue out, his eyes soften while lips smiled. He cupped my right cheek with his left palm. Looking into my eyes, he caressed my cheek with his thumb. We lost looking into each other's eyes.

He left me, "I missed my Doll." Signed with that dazzling smile.

My heart skipped a beat. I controlled and smiled at him. He went and sat on the bed. After seeing him, I'm happy and feeling hungry too.

"I'm hungry, " I declared rubbing my right palm on my stomach.

"Open the do..." Before he completes the sentence, I opened the door and saw the food pack on the right side table.

I happily took it and came inside, jumped on the bed and started blabbering. He shook his head in disappointment but with that never-ending smile.


My head was aching with his nonstop talking.

'God, how can he talk that much? I just hate this Varun.'

When I said to Kushi about Mahi's relationship, she told me to accept Varun's proposal who was my friend Vidya's brother. Since six months, Varun likes me and finally confessed his feelings, a month back. Obviously, I didn't accept.

I didn't like Kushi's idea but I felt alone all the time. So, accepted him but asked him to give me some time to accept the relationship. He was such a nice guy and accepted.

I still remember the day, I told Mahi about Varun. First, he didn't accept and told many weird reasons. His reasons are stupid but finally accepted. He literally threatened Varun to take care of me.

But loving Mahi and trying to accept Varun was a big thing. I'm happy for Mahi but feeling grief for my bad luck. I can't cry and trouble everyone but hiding my feelings was killing me. We all spend time as a couple and going to double dates but...

'I miss us, MaNan.'

They will be in their phone land while Varun talks non-stop and eat peoples brain. He really doesn't understand that others get bored with his topic. I'm the one who breaks his boring topics.

Varun was a nice guy doing electrical engineering, third years. He loves machines and always like literally always talk about them. Whatever the topic we start, it will end with the topic of the machine. Not even one percent of the topic I understand. Many times I tried to change the topic but he again comes back to the same thing. I don't feel comfortable to pester him.

All these years, I loved Mahi silence and music. Varun was a chatterbox, not fond of music. He never stopped me for doing anything nor pushed me to do something which he likes. It's just that his annoying obsession with machines.

Our parents got shocked by this new relationship of ours but supported us. Mahi and I are spending less time like never before but more with our partners. When I saw Mahi with Lipsika, I feel unbearable pain but seeing his smile makes me happy. Varun really helps me to cheer up as he understood that I love Mahi but we never talk about that.

I felt the air on my left ear, so I turned. Varun was close to me. This was the first time he came this close.

"Okay?" He questioned looking into my eyes. Seriously, I didn't hear a single word.

'What was he talking about? Obviously, about machines.'

I smiled and nodded. He was getting closer to my lips.

'What is he doing?'

I kept my hands on his chest to push him away. Suddenly the door flung opened followed by Mahi's whistle. He left the sheets in his hands, gawking us. I heard Varun's heavy sigh. Immediately, I pushed him and stood up. Mahi gave an awkward smile but I saw the pain in his eyes for an unknown reason. He pulled his right ear, mouthed sorry and picked the papers hurriedly.

"Hey, it's nothing like that, we're just..." I paused as I don't know what to tell.

He stopped picking the papers and saw me with a naughty grin.

"You should close the door before romancing madam, " he signed with a wink.

My heart crushed for his thought.

'Does he really think that I can give myself to anyone other

than him?'

'Idiot, control yourself, ' my mind chided me.

With an awkwardness, I stood playing with my fingers. He picked all the sheets, adjusted according to the number and gave them to me. His face was hard but trying to act normal.

"Okay, relax. I didn't see anything, " he signed naughtily.

'Seriously, stop killing me Mahi.'

Gritting hard, I hit his left shoulder. He laughed and glanced Varun.

"These are for next performance, tonight we will practice, " he signed with the declaration.

I nodded, he started taking long back steps, "Please lock the door huh, " he signed and ran away.

I stomped, kept the papers on the table and sat on the bed.

"I told you that I need some time right?" I asked angrily.

"But you smiled, " Varun whispered.

"I'm thinking of something and didn't heard you. I don't want to hurt you, so smiled but you would have understood my expressions, right?" I said angrily pulling my legs near to my chest.

"Sorry, " he grunted picking up his stuff in anger.

Even I'm angry, so I didn't say a word. He took long strides towards the door.

"I know what you are thinking?" He snapped and smashed my door with a thud.

Angry tears rolled down on my cheeks. I hid my face hugging my legs. I really don't care if he's angry but my heart was hurt because of Mahi. Seriously, I never allowed Varun to even kiss my lips but he thought that we are romancing.

'Maybe I can never become Mahi's love, but my love, life, and everything are my Cutie Pie. I will stay like this forever.'

I don't really need Varun or anyone else in my life.


I'm going to Varun place as he told me to come. That day, I felt sorry for my outburst and apologized to him the next day. Again everything became normal between us. I'm trying to accept Varun but it's really hard, so I'm thinking to break up with him.

'No matter what my condition is, I shouldn't play with other's feelings.'

Varun will get hurt if we continue further more. He was always being with me and trying to get intimate. I always warn him and stay away but his hopes are increasing day-by-day. We are regularly fighting about this.

Nowadays, Mahi and I couldn't able to spend time. They are going on dates and spending much time. Even at our practicing time, in college, he was always chatting with her.

Mahi hates if someone disturbs him in practice time. But our partners ate our time with their stupidity, we tried to explain to them. Varun gave us space but Lipsika played the emotional card. So, we practiced at night and did our best. Even this performance became a huge success but we are exhausted and slept for two days without a care about anyone.

Since a week, Mahi was frustrated and even Lipsika was not meeting him. I thought to give him space because now he should solve their fights or anything between them. My involvement can create problems in the future. So, I didn't bug him but his sadness was killing me.

I rang the doorbell while Varun opened it with a happy face.

"Electrica, come, baby, " he said pulling me inside.

Stupid, because of his obsession with machines, he was calling me Electrica. Like seriously, I hate that name but I couldn't able to freely express my feelings to him. Never mind today was the last day for both of us.

"Varun, I want to talk to you, " I stated seriously.

"Sure baby, let's go to my room, " he pulled me to upstairs.

It's really silent as if he was alone in this big house. I thought to ask him but left it because currently there are many things to worry about.

We went to his room. I just hate his room, every single inch was about machines and stuff. I mentally groaned. I heard the door lock. I don't know how to start, I took a deep breath. He back hugged me, I jolted and pushed his hands from my body but his hold was strong. I just hate it when he hugs or kisses me.

"Varun, what is this? Please leave me, " I said in irritation, trying to take off his hand.

He left me, I took a breath. He came in front of me with a naughty smirk.

"I need you, baby, " he said huskily with lust filled eyes coming close to me.

I started taking back steps. "What the hell are you talking?" I gasped in shock.


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