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   Chapter 61 Broken-Hearted Me

He Only Married Me To Show Her That He Already Moved On By Jaycelle Anne Rodriguez Characters: 9768

Updated: 2019-07-27 19:04


I found him still sitting in the living room. I thought I can no longer see him there. He's in dazed.. sitting while looking blankly at the coffee table. And he didn't even notice me walking towards the door. I sighed when I was about to open the door but he hadn't even move a bit.

I shook my head and walked back to him. "Gabriel." I patted his shoulder.

He looked up a bit startled when he noticed me standing infront of him.

"Love.."

I hold my breath after hearing that word. "I have to go."

He stand quickly and looked at me. "Are you sure you don't want me to go with you?"

"Yeah, don't worry about me. I'm old enough to be careless." He looked at me directly to my eyes.

"Are we okay?"

I chuckled at him.

-'Fucking shit! I'm hurting! I am in pain! Am I okay?'-

"Of course! What made you think that we're not okay?"

He shook his head. "Nothing. Just take care." he pulled me into tight hug, but I didn't hug him back. I just patted him and immediately pulled back. The scent of him and this sweet gesture makes me want to cry and run out of him.

"Call me if you need someone to drive you home."

I nodded. "I have to go." I said and walked towards the door, not bothering look back at him. I opened the door and sighed loudly.

But the moment I take my first step, tears started to flow down on my cheeks. I covered my mouth to prevent the sobs that coming out from my throat and run towards the garage.

The guards open the driveway when they noticed my car, and when I am outside the gate, I let myself scream as long as my throat hurts. I wanted to ignore the pain and tried to pretend that this feeling doesn't exist.. but I can't. Because the more I tried to be okay, the more I feel I am about to break down.

Tears were blurring my visions, but I continued to drive. Sobs after sobs were escaping from my throat. It hurts.. It really hurts.. I don't know how to stop it. I don't even know how to control it.

-'I thought we're okay! I thought he already stopped chasing her.. but fucking shit! I was wrong!'-

I opened the radio to distract me and focused on my driving, but even the DJ wants to hurt me more..

**Looking back I could have played it differently.. learned about the man before I fell.. but it took time to understand the man, now atleast I know, I know him well..

Wasn't it good.. wasn't it fine.. isn't it madness, he can't be mine. But in the end he needs a little bit more than me, he needs his fantasies and freedom.. I know him so well..

No one in your life is with you constantly, no one is completely on your side.. And though I'd move my world to be with him, still the gap between us is too wide..**

I slammed my hands on the steering wheel.

"I hate you! I already know that! Why do you have to tell me that!"

I screamed at the singer who continued her song on the radio. But she's right! I'd move my world to be with him, but

he forget about his revenge with her. I thought he allowed me to get inside of his world.. but how stupid of me to assume!"

And because I'm busy of letting out my thoughts, I didn't notice that she's on her phone and texting someone.

I never knew I could feel so much pain, and yet be so inlove with the person causing it.

"Madi.. you cared so much for him, that's why your hurting. When you care for someone more than they deserve, you get hurt more than you deserve."

I looked at her with tears and small sobs from my throat.

"Then why are you staying?"

"B-Because I love him."

"You're the most stupid and fool I've ever met, Madi!"

I laughed bitterly. "Don't you think I know that?"

"Then why don't you let go? Why don't you leave while you're still in love, while you can still feel the pain? Don't wait till the moment your heart become numb! If you're hurting, then why don't you open your eyes? Gabriel is Gabriel, Madi! He won't change himself just for you! Because if he would, he did it a long time ago, for himself not for anybody!"

I didn't say anything, I brushed my hair up and wiped my dried tears with my hand. And then the door opened and the look of concerned Sandy came to our view.

"Oh my Madi.." she run towards me and hugged me tightly. And my tears started to flow again.

"How did you know that I'm here?" I asked her when she pulled back.

"Noelle texted me. I'm just near this place when I received her text. What are your plans now? Don't tell me you're still going to be their third wheel?"

I chuckled again. "I am not their third wheel!"

"And what? Stacey is the third wheel between you two? Come on, Madi!"

I sighed and wiped the new tears. Sandy is right. I am actually the third wheel between them. Because he only married me just for her. I can't even accuse him of cheating even when we're married, because she was the real reason why we're just pretending as a couple.

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