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   Chapter 35 Loving him silently

He Only Married Me To Show Her That He Already Moved On By Jaycelle Anne Rodriguez Characters: 6655

Updated: 2019-07-13 20:19

Madi's POV:

--''Nothing hurts more than realizing that he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.''--

My face crunched when i received a text message from Sandy. It was a qoute. I am preparing for sleep, and Gabriel is still outside. I already changed in my sleeping clothes.

-'What does she mean by this?'-

I sit on the edge of the bed and read it again, and because my mind was too focused on my phone, i didn't notice Gabriel entered the door and walked in front of me to the bathroom. I also missed when he raised his eyebrow on me.

But then i received another text message from Sandy.

--''He ignores you, but you like him. He does nothing, yet you fall for him. You miss him, but he never thought about you.''--

"What is happening with her?" I asked myself loudly. Gabriel was already out of the bathroom and turned to look at me. But i still haven't noticed he's there. I read again the second message. And i felt confused.. was it for me? I chuckled suddenly and shake my head.

And my cellphone beeped again.

--''It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel''--

My hand automatically lifted up to my chest. Why am i suddenly get affected by this? I bite my lip and chuckled again. I am about to dial her phone number when she send another message.

--''Love.. is when you shed a tear and still want him. It's when he ignores you and you still love him. It's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say 'I'm happy for you'.. when all you really do is cry.''--

With her last message.. i chuckled loudly.

"I'm not crying!" i said in a defensive tone.. because it's true. "What are you talking about?" maybe by this time i looked like an insane woman.. talking to my phone alone although i know it will never answer me back.

And i decided to call her. But i already called her number more than five times, but

ighed and smiled to each other. We laid still in silence, no one's talking and no one is moving. I am about to speak when he kissed me on my forehead and closed his eyes.

I sighed again but then smiled. I shake my head as I watched him sleeping. It's my first time to see him like this, so tired yet so peaceful in his sleep. His lips were partly opened. I bite my lip to restrain my hand on touching his face. He look so handsome even in closed eyes.

I wish i could vanish the pain that still remain in his heart. But how can i do that when he's the one who wants to stay in the dark? I sighed before I turned to my side of the bed with his arm still under my head.

I remember Sandy's third and last message. Yeah, it's difficult to keep the truth.. it's so hard to handle your new grown feelings to someone so near.. but yet so far. You can't even touch his hand, you can't even call him 'mine' .. but still you need to keep it in that place so you can still see him by your side.. you can still laugh together with him without him knowing your feelings.

I smiled bitterly and brought my hand over my chest.. it's hard to pretend you love someone when you don't, but it's harder to pretend you don't love someone when you really do...

With that, i tried to close my eyes hoping my sleep would visit me tonight.

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