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   Chapter 46 His Passion And Desire- Part II

If Only He Knew By lily97000 Characters: 8946

Updated: 2019-06-09 16:10


Mature content ahead...

Mia's POV:

"Jake" I whispered, tears pooling in my eyes, my lips actually trembled while I called his name.

He centered his attention towards mine, looking at me this time with desire, passion and....


"Take me, Jake" I whispered slowly to him.

His eyes widened slightly, as if he never thought I would say something like that.


"I have made my decision! Take me now, Jake and let us all be free from whatever that is between us, for once and for all!"


"Isn't that what you wanted all along!? To be inside of me!? To touch me like you want to!?"


"I'm all yours for now! Do whatever you want to do with me!"


I didn't let him complete, pulling him towards me and smashing my lips against him. He remained still for a moment, blinking at me before moving his hands to cup my cheek and kiss me back.

Next thing I knew, he was digging his teeth in my throat, licking my neck, my collarbone, kissing my chest, trailing open hot mouthed kisses down my whole body.

He grabbed my ankles, nudging my thighs apart. My hands attempted to cover myself, suddenly too self-consciousness of my body, but he clutched my wrists, shooking his head at me.

"Don't hide anything from me! It's the only thing I hate when you start hiding things from me!"

I was reluctant in doing that, but my eyes closed in pleasure as he pressed his soft lips over my bare thighs. I inhaled deeply, feeling and reveling in the emotion which was growing inside the pit of my stomach.

His soft kisses turned into open mouthed ones, licking and biting my thighs making me grow more wet when he reached my wet core, placing soft gentle kiss over it.

"Jak..e mmm!"I moaned his name loudly, when he snaked out his tongue to lick my wet folds, opening his mouth to suck on them. My thighs pressed together in impulse but Jake gripped them firmly to put them over his head.

He plunged his finger into my core, joining another in and one more before lapping up my juices like a man deprived of water in a desert for months.

I put one hand over my mouth to muffle my loud moan, while he continued to eat me up, his tongue going deeper in my core, exploring my walls. His fingers were pumping me in and out continuously, licking every bit of my juices coming out.

I bit my lips and my head fell back in pure pleasure as I reached my orgasm second time in a day.


My eyes rolled back my head, my heartbeat racing wild as more and more of my orgasmic juices spilled out.

I was breathing heavily when I was completed with my effort, while he took his time, licking and devouring my juices.

He towered over me once again. Seeing him look all handsome and unapproachable, I turned my head to the side, unable to stand the thought of going all one night stand with my unrequited love.

He frowned a little, cupping my cheeks and turning me around to look at him.

"Look at me. Look at me properly while I take you here and make you all min-", he stopped suddenly, his eyes looking confused at his own words.

I nodded at his words. He sighed.

"Are you-"

"I am all ready, Jake! Don't play all gentle with me! Fuck me like you do with all your other girlfriends! I couldn't care less!"


"Please Jake! Don't give me false hopes!"

I knew he wouldn't remember a thing after he would wake up in the morning.

He was always like this. Emily was always a strong hater of drinking, the reason Edward never goes off bars. But no matter how much habitual Jake is to alcohol, his ability to forget things happened after drinking alcohol, never disappeared even after all these years.

He tried to argue me out of my wrong notion but I knew how men get emotional after having hefty drinks!


I heard his soft groan reach my ears, just as I was picking up my bra and top from the ground. I panicked, running around to grab spare blanket from the nearby cupboard.


His gentle words kept playing in my mind when he was about to enter me, "This is gonna hurt so much, Mia!"

"I know. I know. I read all about it. Just go on!"

He sighed before grabbing my hands and wrapping them around his back.

"Grab me tightly. Scratch me, bite me, kick me for any pain I might give you unintentionally!"

He looked at me for an answer but I just nodded at him.

I wasn't about go and tell him how much I was touched by his words!

I know I am a fool to always fall head over heels in love with him for his each and everything but he didn't need to know all that!

He grabbed both my wrists, pinning

Me to the bed gently before interwining our fingers and entered me slowly.

And then a fast thrust.

I wouldn't lie if I said it didn't hurt a bit.

It hurt like hell and Jake stopped even in a middle to check me all up but I urged him to go on.

"I am so sorry Mia! Forgive me for all this pain!"

Yes. Yes. I deserved a sorry after all these years, you dumbfuck!

He kissed me and my tears, penetrating me yet again and I muffled my moan only to be kissed hard and passionately by him again.

He increased his pace, kissing my lips, my jaw, corner of my mouth, tip of my nose before nibbling gently on my earlobe.

Our fingers were still interwined and it was fluttering my heart in the most craziest way as possible!

He grabbed my thighs, thrusting me faster and harder, placing his forehead against mine.

Putting my left thigh over his head quickly, he increased his thrusts with a force, whispering my name in between.

We both reached our peaks one at a time. He fell above my chest, all tired from the effort and maybe alcohol.

*End of mature content*

While I just remembered saying one thing to him at last when he fell asleep beside me, pulling me closer, soft snores coming from his nose.

"I love you, Jake" I whispered, running my hands along his cheeks"I don't know why I am telling you this after all these years, but I just felt like I should tell you. You deserve to know what I feel, though I never deserved to be in your arms, let alone in your future!!"

I knew I would regret it the moment I would wake up, and I knew he would regret it too.

But before we both lose whatever existed between us all these years, I picked up my last clothing, wearing it properly, combing my hairs with a little difficulty.

It was hurting like volcano between my thighs and I was pretty sure I wouldn't be able to walk down all the way to my home like this.

Clock showed 4 am and it was still too early for anyone to wake up in this hour.

I knocked bedroom door of Jake's grandparents!

Sighing in relief that his grandmother came out, I quickly hugged her in emotions, slightly staggering in pain.

"Dear. What happened!? Why are you limping? Are you hurt!? Did Jake do anything!?"

Tears started to wet the carpet as I told her everything that happened between us. I just thought hiding it this much would make me go mad in a minute.

"Oh dear! You two-"

"I know. I know. I am so sorry. Please forgive me! I feel ashamed now!"

"But dear-"

"Can you do me a favour? Just one favour!?"

She looked at me with pity and affection.

"Yes Dear! Ask anthing!"

I hesitated a bit. "Call your servants to have him all dressed up!"


"Yes. Please. I don't want him to know anything that had happened between us. It's all in past and I never want it to come in between our future, if we ever had one!"

"But dear, it's injustice to him!"

"Believe me, it's the best for both of us! Besides, he wouldn't remeber anything anyways! So I don't want to leave any clues behind!"

"And where will you be going now, dear? It's too late at night! You shouldn't-"

"I'm all safe and will always be!"

"But where are you going? Tell me the name of the place-"

"I can't! I'm going far away from my past! From everything now!"

I hugged her shocked form tightly. "I'll miss you so much!"

"Mia dear-"

"Remember you called me something last summer! Your daughter! Then please, please" I placed my hands over hers, "please never tell him anything about all this. It's my last request to you!"


"Can you not scold him much for bringing over new girlfriends daily? He doesn't like it when you do all that? If he wants to live life his way, let him do it! Trust him better! Believe me, as much as I know, he isn't actually a bad person! He is just moody and maybe spoiled a little!"

"Are you saying goodbye this soon dear? Didn't you love him once!?"

"I told you I am going away from my past. For better and for best! Goodbye!"

I turned around abruptly on my heels and fled outside before any reason could stop me from walking forward

And leaving him behind, tears flew continuously out of my tired eyes while I just wondered if Jake would even care I left without saying a proper goodbye to him...

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