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   Chapter 45 Life is really ironic

Under the Sakura By Elria Cortez Characters: 10904

Updated: 2018-12-08 14:03

Three weeks before Sachie's due date, Yousuke decided to go to Europe. Even though he sent an email to Kaname, he never returned to Tokyo even once. Although he replied that he will find time to visit but he never came back.

Yousuke wanted to see him, too. Kaname has been gone for a long time.

His illness has been progressing really fast, and although he promised to Hiro that he will undergo a surgery, he would not dare have the surgery before Sachie gives birth. He has to see her give birth, alive.

When he arrived in Paris, Kaname was still on a meeting. Since Kaname's PA knew him, he was led into Kaname's office and was told to relax there and wait.

He glanced around his office. As usual, the room is neat. It only has a wall clock and a frame of 7 horses. When he walked towards Kaname's desk, he saw a picture frame on it.

Yousuke smiled when he saw the picture.

It was the picture of them when they graduated from the university.

Kaname still has it, he thought.

Well, he also has his own copy, and it was also on his desk at his office, and at his room when he was still living with his parents.

Yousuke took the picture frame, and with his one hand, he gently touched the photo. It was those times that he fell in love for the first time. It was the time that he knew and acknowledged who he was.

He hastily returned the frame when he heard footsteps from the outside and casually walked towards the window.

"Yousuke!" Kaname's surprise voice sounded like the old days in his ears, when they were all stupid and carefree.

Well, Hiro has never been carefree even those times.

He turned around and saw Kaname.

Kaname walked towards him, still the same face, the same built, and the same aura.

Yousuke kept his face blank, and his hands on his pockets. He has been doing it for almost every day in the past 18 years, and he had become an expert pretender. He has been pretending for almost half of his life.

"You should have emailed me that you were coming, man." Kaname smiled earnestly and offered his closed fist at him, which he answered with his own closed fist as well.

Yousuke gave him a disappointed look.

"I was 50% sure that you might run away to other country again once you knew that I'm coming, " He said in a joking manner, but half of it was the truth.

Since Kaname did not come back to even visit Sachie, he was hesitant that he would meet him once he told him that he's coming. It's better to come and face him personally un announced.

Kaname chuckled at him, and motioned for him to sit down. They sat on the opposite sofa, facing each other. Kaname's PA entered, with black tea and a slice of cake, he respectfully placed it on the table between the two men. Then, as silently as he entered, he also exited soundlessly.

"Hey, that's mean. I never ran away from you." Kaname responded.

He felt good to see Yousuke in good condition, but for some reason, Yousuke looked tired. And he obviously lost weight.

Must be the long travel, he mused. And of course, worrying about Sachie's condition.

"Really, " Yousuke raised one eyebrow, and sipped on the tea. His eyes rounded a little at the delicious taste of the tea. "It's been months since I told you to come and visit u

dn't like him at all. She liked Yousuke's personality, and his character was not hard to fall for. She knew that if given some chance, she will fall in love with him, or so she thought.

But that night that Kaname told her that he loves her, all her thoughts proved to be wrong.

She wanted his love so much that she was willing to let go of her other wishes.

She loves him so much that she realized that no matter how hard she tried to love Yousuke, she could never love him the way she did with Kaname.

But she is carrying Yousuke's child in her womb. She has given him her body. Kaname might not worry about those things, but she does.

And that was the reason her heart was almost torn to pieces. Those realizations were so hard to accept that she fainted before she knew it. The moment she woke up, Kaname was gone.

She felt devastated. She knew that he went away so she can have a peaceful life with Yousuke. In the end, it was her selfishness that torn him away from her.

She wanted Kaname, but was not prepared to accept his wayward ways and insisted on the ideal character of Yousuke. She loves him, but she was too afraid that if Kaname found out that being pregnant would mean that her life would be at risk, he might not want to marry her. She was too focused on making all her dreams come true, that she failed to realize the one most important truth.

To be loved by the person you love should have been the number one on her bucket list.

She was so stupid, so foolish, and so greedy.

The only way to redeem herself and to atone for her sins would be to give birth to this child, and if her life would be taken away with his birth, then she would gladly perish. Because she has caused too much sufferings for Yousuke, too. At least when she's gone, Yousuke would have the baby. A baby boy, who will be her legacy that she has tried so much to gain and has sacrificed her heart for.

Not realizing that she was weeping in solitude, Sachie smiled bitterly.

Life is really ironic.

If she has just been honest from the beginning and pursued her one dream, she didn't have to lose her moon from chasing so many stars at the same time.

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