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Grieving Hearts By Ricky Donna Characters: 12958

Updated: 2018-07-14 16:28


Agustins pov.....

Onika was curled up in the corner of a dark room, I called out her name but she didn't answer.

"I am feeling cold..."

"I am hungry...." she said in a small timid voice. She looked very scared.

"I miss my family, I want to go to them." I heard her say, in a small voice, which has lost all hopes.

"Don't say like that please.." I almost cried out.

"I will make the pain go away.... please come to me." As I took a step towards her she backed away from me and started running away.

I chased behind her for what seems like hours, to find her standing just an inch away from a cliff.

"Onika please don't do this please, I am so sorry" I said with desperation.

But she remained unfazed, It was like she can't hear me, like she was possessed.

"I am drowning Agustin...

I am falling into the pit of darkness...

You made my life miserable to the point where I don't want to live anymore...

But I want you to know this, I will always love you, always." Saying that she gave me a sad smile and jumped off the cliff.

I tried to run to her as fast as I can, but it was too late.

I fell on my knees and shouted, in agony.

"Onikaaa..."

I woke up with a start, I was sweating profusely, and my heart was about to come out of its cage, I looked around, the room was completely dark as it was in the nightmare.

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Onika's pov.....

I woke up with a jolt as I heard Agustin screaming my name, and the tone of his voice was enough to send shiver down my spine, I immediately took my cellphone out, in case I need to dial 911 and hurried to Agustins room without knocking.

The room was engulfed in darkness, only little light entering from the balcony, I could see Agustin's outline vaguely, he was sitting on the bed very still. I felt something ominous. Something is not right.

I switched on the lights and looked at him. He was still as a statue, his gaze focused on the wall infront of him, few sweat beads forming on his forehead, I could hear his laboured breathing, his whole demeanor was rigid.

He was have a nightmare. I know those signs way too well, and there is no telling that how.

"Agu.. Agustin..are you alright?" I asked in a small voice.

His head turned in my direction. He looked at me intently, but his expression was still stoic. All of a sudden he got out of bed and started walking towards me, with slow and calculated strides, when he was just a hand distance apart, he stopped

I looked him into the eyes, he looks scary, all nerves in my body was screaming at me to runaway, but I know that would be a wrong move, so I remained rooted at my place, and believe me when I say, it took every ounce of courage I had, to do nothing but just stand still in his presence. You don't want to be anywhere near Agustin when his mood is so unpredictable.

"Can I hold you...just for a minute I promise, I won't do anything" he added, on sensing my discomfort.

His voice was so vulnerable that it was giving me a heart ache, not because I still have some kind of soft corner for him, but rather I know how it feels, I had been there, with countless nights all ending in nightmares, which won't let you sleep, and how you need someone to hold onto, but you know there is no one, absolutely no one. It's just you trying to hold together your broken pieces in the middle of the night, when every other being is sleeping soundly.

I nodded my head weakly, as soon as I did that, he engulfed me into a bone crushing hug.

I wanted to say 'It's okay, I am here for you, ' but just couldn't, he had lost the right to hear that years ago.

He broke the deafnening silence by saying, "I think, I am loosing my mind"

I stiffened at that, and gently patted his back to calm him down, not knowing what else to do. I felt him relax, under my touch.

When I saw his breathing was back to

re her husband!" She gave me a displeased look.

"Yes, I am. But I have realized my mistake and I want to work on every single one of them, that is why I am here. I don't care how hard it is, I want to be the person she wants me to be, tell me what I need to do and I will do it. But I have a request for you..can you show me her entries...."

"Absolutely not, how dare you ask me that, it's violation of her privacy and it's against the ethics.."

" I know, I know..but please I need to understand what she went through, what I made her go through, I want to feel her pain, and believe me it would be a complete torture for me to go through it....but I want to face my demons." She looked at me intently, My face must have shown I mean every single word I said, because her expression softened a bit.

"Okay, but only because I think it will help you case, and mind it Mr. Deluca, no one should come to know about it and certainly not you wife, I would have never betrayed that lady if it wasn't the right thing to do." She said sternly.

"I promise you..not a soul will know about it." I said with sincerity.

She gave me a satisfied nod and called someone and asked to bring Onika Coulin's file.

After ten minutes a boy in his late twenties came with the file and Mr. Morrison Passed it to me, I took it with shaky hands, I eyed if for a few minutes with dread, as if it is my own death certificate.

"I want it back when you come for your next session"she said strictly and I nodded my head in affirmation.

"But I don't want to give you any false hope Mr. Deluca, I had known your wife for over an year, analysing a person is what I am best at and I don't think she is going to take you back after what you did, she is a head strong lady" I could see a little amount of pity in her eyes as she said that.

I looked at her in despair and prayed that she is wrong.

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Hope you all like the chapter, if yes then please vote, comment and share

My wattpad isn't working properly! I don't know what's the problem, but now it's irritating the hell out of me, I have to publish the Chapter like twenty times before it finally gets posted.

I am not getting notification on comments, and when I reply to a comment it takes two hours to get posted. But please know this, I read each and every comments and I so want to reply to each and every one of it, but it just won't get posted, and even if it get posted it will take hours to do so.????

Does anyone know how to correct it, then please let me know.

Have a nice day.

Until next, Ricky ??

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