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Stuck With Mr. Popular By no_one_finds_me Characters: 7808

Updated: 2018-06-06 14:03

Sophie Esinberg's POV

I cried myself to sleep. Again. This has become a habit of mine.I hardly go out of my room. It's been two weeks now, two weeks since the mask behind the man I loved the most was revealed.

It hurts.

It hurts so much, I can't explain it. Everyday they tell me to start over. Everyday they tell me to forget him. But I can't. Forgetting him is like forgetting myself.

It hurts

What hurts more is that he never contacted me after that. After he got to know that his reality was revealed, he didn't even say a 'sorry'. He never tried to contact. He didn't pick up my calls neither did he replied to any of my messages.

It hurts

He used me. Just the thought of this make tears weld up in my eyes. I didn't have a chance to face him. It's been two weeks now since I went to school. Two weeks. So much have changed in two weeks. There are rumors that Ellen and Ray are finally back and whole school adores them. Claire keeps telling me about what is going on in school. She keeps blabbering about random stuff in school to keep me distracted. Although it never worked.

My mind is always occupied by the storm. The storm that rushed into my life and messed up everything. Messed up me.

I always thought that I was way too lucky to have a boyfriend like Raymond. I use to wonder why he chose me. Why he fell in love with me? Why me?

Every time something odd happened I ignored it. I ignored it because he asked me to have faith in him. I was so stupid to think that I will be that nerd who changes the bad boy. Typical cliche.

I lived in my fantasy. Being with Raymond was like being on cloud nine. I don't know who is responsible for this. Me or him? I don't know. I was so engrossed in my happy bubble that I didn't hear when reality knocked on my door. I was blinded by the happiness, by the love I found with him. By the attention he gave me. But it was all fake.

Funny isn't it?

Either Raymond is a very good actor or I am very bad at understanding people. Whatever we had felt real to me. There is still a hope inside me that all of it was real. The love we had was real. It wasn't just infatuation or physical attraction. It is something more than that.

For me it was something I can't describe in words. It was something beyond words. It was beautiful. It had happiness and gloomi

"No. Don't lie. NO! You're a liar and a cheat. Why did you do this to me, huh? Why? " I yelled as my voice croaked at the end.

He looked broken.

"I am leaving today. I'm sorry about everything." He sighed. " I want you to believe in yourself, even when the world is cold be valiant. I know you are.-"

He took a deep breath and said " Wait for me, will you?", I could never forget the dismay in his.

"What? Whe-" He cut me by placing his lips on mine once again. It held so much more than just a kiss. It was soft. It was tender. It held promises.

"Goodbye princess."

With that in one swift turn he went. Leaving me speechless. I couldn't think of anything. I didn't know what was going on. I stood there. Dumbstruck.

It was not only me who was broken. Who was hurting. He was hurting as well. The broken look I saw on his made my heart crush. He told me so much through a kiss. the words he couldn't speak, the words left unsaid.

Next day Claire old me that Raymond left the country. He got the scholarship he was working so hard for and he moved there.

We both worked so hard on this scholarship yet all I could think of was the fact that he has gone. The possibility that I might never encounter his blue orbes again made my heart shatter. I hated him and at the same time wanted to feel his arms around me. I wanted to feel the serenity I felt with him.

I knew I had to live with this uneasiness forever now or maybe just maybe it will fade in the coming years. Such was life and I knew I have to move on.


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