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I Love The Bad Boy By Courtney Radford Characters: 17107

Updated: 2018-06-04 20:27


Trigger Warning: This scene may be triggering as it includes self harm, sexual abuse and suicidal thoughts. Please stay safe and if anyone needs to talk I will be here. If you are easily triggered then please don't read this chapter, there would be a small summary at the end of the chapter of it gets too intense. Love you all! X

"So, what are you doing for half term?" Shawn asked. We have been together for 5 months already and it was coming up to be Christmas.

"Nothing much, I have to see Samuel but nothing really. If I remember, you are leaving me" I pout and Shawn smiled, kissing my lips before replying.

"I'm not leaving you if I'm coming back. And it is only to go and visit my aunt. If it makes you feel any better, I'm going to try to escape and see you earlier" he grins, looking down at me with those gorgeous blue eyes.

"You should spend time with your aunt. You haven't seen her a lot" I point out and he sighed.

"I'm going to miss you so much" he murmurs, kissing my cheek.

"I'm going to miss you too" I say, grabbing his hand with my own.

"Anyway, I'll only be gone for a week or two. You can always call me and we can Skype everyday and night" he says making me giggle.

"You are going there to spend time with your family Shawn. Not to call me whilst you are there" I say and he pouts.

"I'll be with them and seeing you" he says, "plus I want to show you off to my aunt and cousins. Damn, Caleb is going to be jealous" he says and I roll my eyes.

"Hey" he pouts again, "don't roll your eyes at me, this is the last time I am going to see you for a week or so" he whined and I smiled.

"I know" I say, "I'm just a little worried about tomorrow" I let out truthfully.

I couldn't even remember why I was meeting Samuel.

Oh, that's right. He, my "brother" wants to introduce me to my grandparents.

"Remember, If you want me to go with you, I will. I will go to my aunt's the day after" he says and I shake my head.

"No, you shouldn't have to put your holiday on hold for me. I'll be fine, I'm sure" I say.

It took a long time to persuade Danny and Shawn to go to meet my brother again. But he said that I had grandparents and I really wanted to see them.

Shawn was the most difficult to persuade, he still isn't happy with me going but told me that he couldn't stop me and if he was in my position he would want to do the same.

"I won't, I don't mind going with you. They wouldn't mind either. Please Cal, i would rather to with you" he says and I smile but shake my head.

"I'll be fine, if I'm not I will call you" I say and he sighed.

"Okay, fine but I want you to call me before and after you go, okay?" He asked and I nodded.

"Good" he smiled and kissed my lips.

Our lips moved in sync as he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him.

He pulled away and have me another peck before burying his head in my neck.

We layed down in silence, enjoying the last few hours we got to spend together.

"Shawn" I say, "your phone has been buzzing for the past 20 minutes, you should answer" I say and he sighed.

"Its my mother. The same shit. I can't deal with her right now. I'm happy, you are making me happy I don't want my mood to bring us both down, especially when we only have a few hours left together" he says before turning off his phone and putting his head in my neck.

We lay there for hours, just enjoying being with each other before Shawn has to leave.

He pulled me into him, crushing me into a hug. I wrapped my arms around him, feeling more than upset that he was leaving- even if it was for a week.

I feel tears start to swell in my eyes, feeling super emotional and sensitive.

Damn mother nature.

Shawn pulls back and wipes away one of my tears that fell.

"Dont cry baby, you are going to make it hard for me to leave it you cry" he whispers, kissing my head.

"I'm sorry, I'm just going to miss you" I say, blinking back more tears.

"I know gorgeous, and I'm going to miss you but I'll be back before you know it, okay?" He asked softly, looking into my eyes.

"Yeah" I nod, wiping my eyes.

"I'm so stupid" I chuckle and he shook his head.

"You aren't. You are just a little more emotional. That's okay though, we all get days like that, don't we?" He asked softly, caressing my cheek.

"Yeah" I say, remembering the day Shawn was really in edge and more sensitive than usual.

"See, you weren't being stupid. Now hug me before I have to leave" he says before I wrap my arms around his neck.

"I love you Cal, I can't wait until I see you again" he murmurs, pulling me tighter too him.

"I love you Shawn. I already miss you" I chuckle and he smiled, his eyes lightning up.

"I always miss you, I'll see you soon Cal" he pulls away, giving me one ladt passionate kiss before he drives off to his aunt's.

I eat with Connor since Alec and Danny took Charlotte to Alec's.

My phone goes off and I see a text from Shawn, it makes me smile.

Shawn?: I miss you, gorgeous. I've just gotten here, I love you! Xxx

My heart beat picked up and I f

ls to see I didn't even press call. I didn't even call him. I must have missed the call button.

I reply telling him to meet me outside and I stumble out of the apartment, I felt numb, dead.

I wiped away tears, getting a wipe out of my bag and wiping my tears before getting in Danny's car.

"You okay?" He asked, he seemed happy until he saw my tear stained face.

"Things got a little emotional" I lie and he nods.

"Yeah, they would. You are seeing your only family that didn't betray you" He says and I nod numbly.

We make our way home and I go to my bedroom, locking my door before I allow myself to break down all over again.

My phone begins ringing and I don't answer before my Skype begins ringing. It's Shawn and instead of answering the Skype call, I answer my phone.

"Hello?" I ask, trying to keep my tears and sobs back.

"Cali, hello gorgeous. How did it go?" He asked making more tears fall.

"Great" I say bluntly, taking deep breaths to keep myself calm. I can't tell him. He would come back and I don't want to ruin his holiday.

"That's good then. He didn't try anything did he?" Shawn asks wearily. My body was sore, my eyes and head hurt but my heart was broken.

"No, he didn't try anything" I say, more tears filling my eyes

"Good, Skype me please baby?" He asked in a hopeful voice.

"I'm a mess mind, I began to cry because everything got a little emotional" I lie, my broken heart breaking even more.

"You know I don't mind. I want to see you" He says and I mentally sigh.

"Okay, let me change into comfy clothes" I say.

"Okay, love you" He chirps before hanging up the phone.

I change into a long sleeved top before putting on some joggers.

I couldn't help but look at my body again.

I looked ugly, covered in bruises.

I answered the Skype call, fake smiling for Shawn.

"hello beautiful" He says but he doesn't seem happy.

"What's wrong Shawn?" I ask and he sighed.

"nothing, my mother turned up with her boyfriend. Nothing happened because everyone is here." He shrugs.

"You could've called me" I say and he shrugged.

"I'm okay now, I can see you and I'm talking to you" He says.

"Are you okay, Cali? You look pale" He says and I shrug. "Cali" He draws out, "What are you not telling me?" He asked and I forced a smile.

"nothing, I just miss you and I'm still a little shaken up from today" I say honestly. Only I was very, very shaken up.

"I miss you too" He says.

"Well, Shawn, I'm going to bed" I say and he raised a brow.

"It's 5 o'clock" He points out.

"I've had a long day" I say and he sighed.

"Okay, please message me soon then. I'm missing you like mad and we haven't had a lot of time to talk" He says and I nod.

"I'm missing you too"

"Okay, get some sleep. I love you gorgeous" He says.

"I love you too"

I shut my curtains after locking my window. I crawl into bed. I knew I wasn't going to sleep though.

All those memories I've been trying to forget came to mind.

I laid there, all night and all the next day feeling nothing but utterly and completely broke.


AN: For those who skipped, Cali has began to shut out Danny and Shawn. Samuel told her she didn't have any family but him and her biological parents then proceeds to sexually abuse her. Danny picked her up and she hasn't done anything but cry.

This Chapter made me cry a little.

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