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Friends With The Player By Courtney Radford Characters: 6351

Updated: 2018-06-04 19:40


Bailey POV:

*trigger warning*

I woke up feeling a gaze on me. I opened my eyes to see a frowning Seb.

"What's wrong?" I asked, my voice was croaky.

"Why are there dried tear marks on your cheeks, and why are your eyes red?" He asked.

"I don't know" I lie and he knows I lied.

"Tell me" hs says and i sigh.

"I thought i ruined everything so i cried" I say and he hugs me.

"You don't ruin anything" he kissed my cheek and I smiled.

We walked down stairs and I saw my mum sat on the sofa.

"Morning princess" she kissed my forehead.

"Morning Sebastian" she says to him.

"Morning" he says wrapping his arms around my waist.

"You two together?" She asked.

I excused myself to go the toilet and I walked in, sighing at my appearance. I look fat and ugly now... great. Sebastian was lying, I see what others see. I see fat, ugly, worthless, pathetic and the list doesn't stop.

I say down on the bathroom floor and poked my stomach. Fat.

I locked the door as the tears started falling again. I lifted up the toilet lid and say next to it.

I put my fingers to my throat till I was gagging until I brang up everything that was in my stomach. I flushed the toilet, brushed my teeth and washed my face.

I went downstairs to see everyone being concerned.

"What's up?' Mum asked coming over to me and checking my head.

"Nothing just a stomach bug" I shrug and mum smiled sadly.

"Want anything to eat?" She asked and I shook my head.

"Seb, you can have something. I'm going to lie down" I say walking back up.

"No" seb says and lays down with me.

"Seb, go eat. I'm fine and you are going to catch it" I say and he shook his head.

"Seb. Eat" I grit through my teeth. He sighs and leaves, slamming the door a little. More tears fall. Now I've made my bestfriend mad.

I go into the bathroom and got a blade, something I haven't done for ages.

Unloved.

Awkward.

Unwanted.

Skank.

Waste of space.

Messed up.

Mistake.

Die.

I imagined Tyson saying it, then Marie, then Taylor, they Tyler, then Ross, then Brandon, then Seb and then my mum. The tears wouldn't stop and i got my lip so I didn't sob.

Is that what they think?

That's what I see and i know other do. That means I am.

I am fat, Ugly, Useless, Worthless, Pathetic, Big, Overweight, Weak, Stupid, idiot, Bitch, Slut, Whore, Cunt, Fake, Bastard, self centered, Annoying, Crazy, disguisting, Unloved, Awkward, Unwanted, Skank, Waste of space, Messed up, Mistake.

I was shaking so bad that Seb woke up.

"What's wrong?" He asked. I didn't reply. I couldn't. I just imagined what Tyson said but only in his voice

" fat, Useless, Worthless, Pathetic, Big, Overweight, Weak, Stupid, idiot, Bitch, Slut, Whore, Cunt, Fake, ugly, Bastard, self centered, Annoying, Crazy, disguisting, Unloved, Awkward, Unwanted, Skank, Waste of space, Messed up, Mistake."

A sob escaped and that is when I was took into a tight embrace.

"Shh baby. What's wrong?" He asked rocking me back and forth.

"I--you" I sob but start to hiccup.

"Shh" he says and rubs my back soothingly.

Soon enough I drifted off into a deep sleep.

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