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MAFIA INDEBTED (Mafia Series 1) By NSH_SHAHEEN Characters: 7186

Updated: 2018-05-18 22:30

Shehryaar woke up with a start.

For a moment, he felt completely disoriented.

I'm alive? That was the first thought that came to his mind. And his mind began to recall the moment before he lost unconsciousness:

My eyes wouldn't stay open. I'm trying my best to retain some shred of consciousness but this fucking blood loss is making me too weak.

Heaving, I sat against the wall and tried to balance myself but my mind was getting hazy and light.

I swallowed against the blood in my throat and slumps down to the ground.

I'm so tired.

The darkness is surrounding me, waiting for me to succumb to it. Funny, I was always surrounded by darkness and I loved it. I dwelled in it. I always found comfort in it.

But why is it that this darkness seemed intimidating? As if, surrendering to it will be the ultimate loss.

Was death calling to me?

Maybe. I had nothing to live for anyway.

The only thing I cared for and lived for was gone and probably won't come back and it's my fucking fault.

Maybe it's best that I give up. What's this life without my precious Tara.

I destroyed her. I broke her.

She was so delicate yet she fought against me and I mocked and hurt her.

I've never regretted anything in my life as much as I am regretting what I did.

And now that I think about it, I have nothing in my life.

I had no life.

All that I ever did and cause was bloodshed. And even though I enjoyed and reveled in it, it's no life.

What was a day that you didn't live but just survived.

Suddenly, her beautiful peaceful face came to mind. She looked so breathtaking. And when she was sleeping in my arms, I felt so.... complete.

But I had to fuck it up.

I don't know why, maybe it's the blood loss or the prospect of dying, but I've never felt so lucid before. And now that I'm dying, I just don't care as this sudden clarity overwhelms me.

I closed my heavy lids and pictured my life with her.

She's with me, in my arms, her gorgeous face adorned with a dazzling smile.

Ah, her smile. I wanted to see that. I wish I had.

And she's holding our baby. I can almost picture him: just like her,


I fought against the haze in my mind. I wanted to see who it was who was doing this to me.

Was it help?

I doubt it.

Was it death?


But why would I feel comforted in death? I didn't do anything to deserve it.

And the need to open my eyes and see for myself became even more strong. It took everything in me to will my heavy eyelids to open.

And when they did, even though it was blurred, the sight before me took the little breath I had away as my eyes connected with a pair of angelic hazel eyes.

"Farishta, " I whispered as my hooded eyes looked at her. She was the same angel who came to take me away that night all those years ago.

But these eyes, they weren't full of innocence or sympathy like they were the last time. They were full of pain and confusion.

But this was my angel right? She finally came to claim me. I heard a small gasp escape her lips as her hazel eyes widened.

"My angel, " I whispered. "Are you here to take me again?" I inquired in a weak voice.

And that's when I saw it: a spark in those hazel eyes.

A fire that caused the Amber to burn bright.

He opened his eyes. His vision was blurred and his body ached all over.

For a second, he thought it was all a dream.

But the pain made him realise that it was all real.

What his mind showed him wasn't a dream. It wasn't an illusion. It had certainly taken place before he had lost consciousness.

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