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My High School Crush By vee0821 Characters: 6697

Updated: 2018-05-08 15:31


What did your first heartbreak feel like?

I've always wondered what does it feel like to get your first heartbreak. What do you do when you're not taken anymore? Who do you go to when you're mentally broken inside in your mind? How do you recover from this pain?

Well to me, a first heartbreak shutter you, chews you up and then spits back out to you.

It feels like your world is crashing down and the only time you want to get out of bed is to walk to the freezer for your next bowl of ice cream.

Science says that a heartbreak isn't just in your head. It can cause some physical symptoms that are literally painful.

Our bodies respond to both physical and mental pain in the same way. Because of this, a heartbreak can lead to certain physical problems, such as insomnia, appetite, and immunity.

The funny thing is how this all changes when we fall out of love and/or have our hearts broken. Things quickly change for the worse. This only goes to show us that our world is as bright or as gloomy as we make it out to be.

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It's been two weeks since Elijah and I seen each other. Not being around him sucks so much because he was the only guy who actually cared about me.

Every other guy who I've talked to in the past thinks I'm too boring because of my bookworm persona or would use me as their ''accessory'' to look good around their weird-jock friends.

But, Elijah? He never did that. Never disregarded me when it comes to my books and nerdy personality. He never wanted to use me as an accessory, he treated me like a queen.

He treated me like I deserve the world and now, that doesn't exist anymore, My world doesn't exist. It just feels like a hallucination.

A light double knock came through my door as I was packing my clothes for the Thanksgiving weekend. This year has flown by so fast; the first day of school, cultural festival, Halloween, and now Thanksgiving is right around the corner.

Chelsea walked slowly behind me and cleared her throat densely

esponded in a bland tone.

''I.. um.... well... I was wondering if you know mom's new address, I tried reaching out to her but she hasn't responded.''

''I'll text the address to you. I should get going---''

''-- Wait, uh... are you leaving Friday? I was hoping--''

''--- Jacob, the last thing that I want right now, is for you to give a fuck about refreshing our sibling relationship.''

''-- I just.. I just... wanted... to--''

''To what? Think that I would open my arms wide open for you after you humiliated me at a house party in Halloween.''

He gulped down his throat and moved his lips to come up with words to say something. He then placed his head down and shook his head lightly from side to side.

''I hope you understand, that I don't want to speak to you ever again.''

''Jade..''

''--- Read between the lines Jacob, you're dead to me.''After flicking off, I went out to my car and drove my way back to my apartment.

This feeling of being heartbroken sucks and it's only been two weeks. People might say to get over it, but the truth is, I can't.

I can't get over the fact that those two months ended quickly.

I can't get over the fact that my first heartbreak is by my first crush who happens to be my best friends brother.

I can't do it.

Why is it so hard to forget my first love?

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