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   Chapter 17 The Last Session with Daniel

Towards the Inner By Jerronime Characters: 11946

Updated: 2018-03-30 19:02


"Accept the pain. Accept it as yours. Like what do you perceive it? Close your eyes and imagine it. Where is it? What is it similar to?"

"It's in my heart… a black smudge…"

"So welcome it, ask how it is, caress it, give it water, embrace it as your friend, tell it that you like it…"

Naomi sat with eyes closed in Daniel's session room. It was the fifth session out of ten, and she already felt changes in herself. She was balanced and open. More concentrated. She began to perceive the energy around her and to realise that reality is affected by her thoughts – that they are energy units, which she broadcasts and which operate with other energy units in the form of other thoughts, other people's energy.

Over the past four days, so many "special" events had happened, so many "random matches". Well, as Daniel said, just her expectations happened, realising her thoughts.

The one thing she had a vital problem with, on a day-to-day basis, on an hourly or minute basis was love, actually, sadness, pain for love, for Patrick. It alternated with anger. Here and there, Naomi transformed it into the so-so "more pleasant" messages which she sent to Patrick in a fit of self-pity.

Naomi had not reconciled with that break-up, not at all. But Daniel taught her…And Alice did too.

"How do you see it now?"

"As the Sun?"

"Good. So say: 'Thank you' and open your eyes. How do you feel?"

"Better…"

"So try to practice this, it's a cleansing process. All that's happening around you is just your reflection. It's a film which you are directing, and you live. Everything we do, we deal with, we experience, is merely our films, images of ourselves. We're the individuals, who live this life, and who bear responsibility for our lives. What we broadcast, we attract.

"When we broadcast sadness, we'll attract sadness, sad people, issues. When we're happy and glow, we'll attract happiness, joy, positive energy.

"Why are you sad? Why do you feel the pain? For you didn't accept it. You're experiencing the film again from your childhood when your parents argued, you were afraid and felt fear. You live the same feelings because you haven't accepted them as your own yet. But your consciousness is already strong. You can influence reality.

"Patrick had to come into your life to pass something, show something to you. You had to reveal thanks to him that which is still unsettled in you.

"Think about what features of his bothered you? That he was jealous? And you're not? Try to feel it through… Would you be jealous of him if he had fun with other women and danced with them all evening?"

"I would…"

"You see? You're both jealous, you have this feature in you, and because you both know this jealousy, it's obvious you experienced it deeply in your childhood, that's how you acknowledge this feature, the jealousy, although you perceive it as something negative, it's part of you. When you perceive it, so you perceive it in Patrick too… If you hadn't experienced it, hadn't lived it, probably you would neither perceive Patrick's reactions, which you identified as 'jealousy' and 'ownership' nor would you name them. Probably you would not notice them at all because you wouldn't know how to identify this feeling of jealousy.

"So, if you don't want him to be jealous, we need to suppress this characteristic in you, respectively you should accept it as yours, that's how it won't continue to haunt you, and you'll stop transmitting these signals into the universe.

"Close your eyes and imagine jealousy. Imagine a situation, where

inly thanks to the break-up, sadness and love, which I feel, and which I believe in, I entirely understand it all. Not only that. Daniel, my thoughts began to materialise – the 'particles of quantum physics', as you call them. My wishes, desires, goals have begun to come… without the huge effort and enormous energy that I always had to bear. My work pace has reduced; I can see my priorities clearly. Instead of twelve hours at work, although only eight hours in the last year with Patrick, it takes only two more hours of intensive thoughts and 'head in work and in problems' suddenly I have time just for myself. Just me and my world. I can see all clearly: what's a right way, and what's the crooked path, where the strength and energy is, and it pays to develop, and on the contrary, which projects don't merit at all my attention. It's about peace and love. This I feel daily, every second.

"I found that among the people, cars, motions, signals of society, which were always advising me, in weather, which made me nervous, now I float like an invisible ghost who doesn't want to be seen and disturbed. And if so, just by the ones I choose. I feel when a meeting lasts longer than it must; I start to lose energy. And so I end it, saying goodbye and leave. And I don't care who you are, what you think."

"Yes, Naomi, that's it. Marie von Ebner-Eschenbach said:

Mastery of the moment is mastery over life.

"Rejoice in each new day. Fall in love with yourself and whenever you won't know how to react or won't be able to decide, just ask: 'What would Love do?' Listen to your heart… it will repay you."

Naomi remembered the book "Way of the Peaceful Warrior" by Dan Millman who says:

There is no need to search; achievement leads to nowhere. It makes no difference at all, so just be happy now! Love is the only reality of the world because it is all One, you see. And the only laws are paradox, humor and change. There is no problem, never was, and never will be. Release your struggle, let go of your mind, throw away your concerns, and relax into the world. No need to resist life, just do your best. Open your eyes and see that you are far more than you imagine. You are the world, you are the universe; you are yourself and everyone else, too! It's all the marvelous Play of God. Wake up, regain your humor. Don't worry, just be happy. You are already free!

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