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My Ex, My Husband By Chyica Characters: 6605

Updated: 2018-03-12 16:46

Seth's POV

"Stupid. stupid. stupid!!! arrgh WTF was i thinking?" I muttered to myself as i sat up from the bed and ran my fingers through my hair. I knew i didn't know how to deal with things under stress. I had no idea how to manage it, but i never expected i would do that to her.

I was a monster. Nobody does that to his wife. I felt like a rapist. "that's because that is what you are!" a tiny voice whispered in my head.

I laid back down and rested my arm over my eyes before the tears. i bit my lips not to cry out loud. i missed her already. so much. "I'm so sorry Natasha. I didn't mean any of those things."

But she wasn't there to hear what i had to say. I had walked out on her, after forcing myself on her, knowing fully well what she was going through.

I hadn't expected things to happen that way. I returned after a stressful day at the office. It turned out to be that someone had been stealing from me. So i couldn't wait to go home and tell her how my day had gone, and to know how she was faring.

I wanted to know if she was still ignoring me. I wanted nothing more than to go home and bury myself in her and forget all my problems, but i knew i wasn't ready to have sex with her at that moment, because i didn't think she was ready. then she started accusing me.

I didn't mind at first, i saw it as her way of letting off steam, besides, since we trusted each other and she knew I had no interest in Luchey, she would calm down later...until she said the ones that actually hurt me, about not mourning the loss of our children, and also, she didn't trust me. Nothing hurt more than those two, and the vindictive side of me wanted nothing more to hurt her as much as she hurt me with those words, so i had said all those hurtful things to her. I forced myself on her and left the house.

I didn't have any particular destination in mind. before i could actually think about it, i boarded a plane that was going to.

I wanted nothing more t

. I really needed someone to talk to, so I spilled everything. Every single thing, I told him.

My date went pink as he almost exploded in anger, but one look at my face, knowing I needed all the support I could get at that moment, he tried calming himself.

"Go to bed sweetheart. Its late." I nodded as I walked to my room. "Goodnight dad" "Goodnight baby."

Just as I laid down, I felt Josiah's little arms wrap around me. I buried my face in his neck to breathe in the calming baby scent he and Emerald had.

"I missed you mummy"

"I missed you too love"

"I'm sorry because you and Raldy got hurt because if me."

"Sweetheart, I told you none of it was your fault okay? I'm all better now. And Raldy is all better okay? That happened so long ago"

"If you're not mad, why did you leave us at Nana's? I thought maybe you don't want us anymore."

"Don't ever say or this k that Josiah. You are mine. My baby, my sin, mine to take care of. I love you, and I wasn't angry. I just had to get better, and your dad wouldn't have been able to do it all together, taking care of me and you guys and working."

"Okay. Goodnight mummy. I love you."

"I love you too baby."

Then I fell asleep too, with my kids so close to me, and for the first time since the accident, I felt a little bit at peace.

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