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Living With The Anderson Boys By XmysterysmileX Characters: 17793

Updated: 2018-03-03 00:16


Winter's P.O.V

"Because I'm in love with you Sam...that's why." My eyes raised as those words left my mouth. It had felt like so much weight had been lifted off my shoulders though. I wanted to tell him and I just did. I felt like he was going to tell me he loved me too like in the movies but it never came. He just stood there with his mouth slightly open. I wanted to just hug him or just hold his hand or just to even know what he was thinking but my heart was racing and I couldn't bring myself to it. I was about to say something but I heard a voice that made want to cry and squeal at the same time.

"Good job Winnie..." I turned my body around smiled at Alec who was smiling back at me. I walked up and hugged him, not even bothering that Amanda, Cole and Hayden ran in, also hugging him also.

"What made you do it?" Alec whispered and Amanda's head shot up in confusion and curiosity. "Made you do what exactly?" I looked up and just as I was about to tell Amanda, Sam was walking out the door and towards the elevator.

I wanted to run, so badly but I couldn't. I had just confessed that I had loved him and he obviously needed to take in what I said...or that's what I think?

I sighed and turned to Amanda who was waiting patiently. I took in a deep breath before saying, "I told Sam I loved him." Amanda's eyes went wide as she looked as me like she just saw a ghost. "What!" I said the same thing before Amanda groaned. I furrowed my eyebrows as she started to pace around the hospital room.

"Something wrong?" I asked my best friend and she just shrugged and looked at me with a frown. "Oh nothings wrong... it's just that I thought you weren't up to it. I might seem angry but I am trying to hold in the-" Amanda cut herself off as she squealed making me chuckle. Amanda hugged me tightly before we were all interrupted by the door opening.

We saw a man who looked to be in his late 30's as he walked in with a clipboard. "Alec Anderson?" I looked at Alec who nodded and the doctor also nodded before writing a few things on the sheet of paper before smiling at all of us. " You can head out in 20 minutes since you just woke up. We need to do a few more tests-"

"I'm fine." Alec says and the doctor shook his head about to speak again but Alec was now glaring at him. "Are you deaf? I said I am fine." Alec sat up before grabbing his phone that laid beside him. He stood up and started to walk towards the door.

Okay, that wasn't wierd at all...

I walked out of the room, following Alec but I couldn't get what happened out of my mind. What was Sam thinking? Where was he going? Is everything going to be okay?

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Sam's P.O.V

I sighed and got into my car. I started the engine as quickly as I could and started to drive. I didnt know where I was going to go but I just needed to get out of there.

Winter loves me. Ugh why couldn't I see it sooner? Am I really that stupid? God, I am attracted to her but I didn't know she loves me. Winter is an amazing girl and I wanted to spend everyday with her, to know her and listen to her life but now what am I going to do? It's going to be so awkward.

"Because I'm in love with you Sam...that's why."

"Because I'm in love with you Sam...that's why."

"Because I'm in love with you Sam...that's why."

Those 9 words kept running through my head like a broken record. I couldn't think because that's what was running in my mind and even though how hard I tried to find a way for those words to go away, they wouldn't.

Winter was that type of girl that was funny and always smiling, we'll that's when I first met her. She was so giddy all the time and I realised that things were going to start to change. I smiled slightly as I pictured Winter in my head. She smiled lightly and I saw her blue eyes lit up with happiness and joy which made me smile at my imagination. Her golden hair was curled to her shoulders making me want to run my hand through it. Then the image of Winter turned into an angry, upset Winter. she had dry tears that stopped running down her cheeks. Her smile was gone as she frowned. I sighed and shook my head, getting the image of Winter out of my head.

God she definitely drove me crazy I can tell you that but I had never thought about someone like this. It was as if I had lost her my mind was showing me all the times we had together. I frowned at the thought. Her gone? That would tear me completely and honestly, I wouldn't know how I would turn out. I might start doing all the drugs and fights again, getting myself into trouble like old times.

Winter was the good girl and she definitely showed it. Me on the other hand was completely opposite to her. I was bad and dangerous. I would admit that...I punched her for fucks sake! I would never punch a girl unless they needed a good beating but Winter didn't deserve that and I knew it. She was probably wishing she never met me, I had changed her life! I had involved her in some dangerous shit. I never wanted to hurt her. She was just to...amazing?

I pulled over and found myself in front of bar, making me frown my my mind was smirking like it needed the alcohol in me. Oh I missed nights like this...

I needed to calm down, these thoughts were getting crazier and crazier. I wanted them to just stop but I couldn't do that.

I

ile which was glued onto my face I would have said where Emmaree was but obviously I couldn't.

"Who even is- Kelly?!" Unfortunately now I had to let go of my mom when Emmaree had engulfed her into a tight hug. I just stood there with my arms over my chest waiting for this to stop so I could have my mom back.

"Its been too long!" Emmaree smiled and I rolled my eyes playfully as I realised I was being a little selfish. "I know!" My mom smiled as they broke the hug. I noticed Emmaree and my mother were looking at me like I was interrupting something.

"Okay, I will go to my room while you two go talk and catch up." I say and my mom smiles before hugging me and whispering, "Its so good to know your now safe." I let go of my mom and smiled at her but I knew it was fake. It wasnt good at all! I am going to be gone in the morning and I wouldn't be able to fix anything.

I walked up the stairs and looked at the time on my phone. "Ten thirty." I mumbled as I walked into my room. I sighed and sunk to my knees. I didnt cry or frowned. I just sat there, staring at the window that showed the moon shinning perfectly like it was from a children's movie.

I took in a deep breath before taking out my phone. I noticed there was an unread message from- "Oh my god!" I mumbled to myself in excitement and hope. It was Sam. I couldn't believe it was him!

I opened the message and my smile immediately died down as confusion rushed through my whole body.

If you chose to swim at night, Even if it was dark or light, Would you let me swim by your side, Even if I lied and lied?

If you let me buy you icecream, Would you squeal and let your smile beam, Even if it was not your favourite, Would you still smile and eat it?

If you ran away because of me, Could I still remember your beautiful face even if I can't see, I may have hurt you, But it was never my intention to...

If you loved me, And I loved you, Would you meet me by the lake, Just for old time sake?

I furrowed my eyebrows and read it again and again. What drugs has he been taking? Was he drunk? I read it slowly and suddenly it's like he was telling me something...

If you chose to swim at night, Even if it was dark or light, Would you let me swim by your side, Even if I lied and lied?

That sort of reminds me of when me and San where in the pool at 4 am in the morning...

If you let me buy you icecream, Would you squeal and let your smile beam, Could you see, That you were driving me crazy?

That makes me think back to the icecream when he had bought me my mint choc icecream and I squealed when I got it, also noticing that Sam was looking at me really wierd...

If you ran away because of me, Could I still remember your beautiful face even if I can't see, I may have hurt you, But it was never my intention to...

Was that about when I ran away because of him?

If you loved me, And I loved you, Would you meet me by the lake, Just for old time sake?

I kept reading that one on and on again until it clicked. He wanted to meet me at a lake...but that wasn't what made me get up on my feet and slip on my shoes...

Sam loved me?

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Another update! Ooo, what do you think is going to happen?

I am pretty proud of myself since I made that little poem up by myself out of the blue. For a 14 year old, I think I should get an award (jokes jokes) I wanted to change the last bit of the poem but I wanted a cliffhanger...sorry people! What do you guys think?

Vote and comment on this chapter if you liked it!

-XmysterysmileX

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