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Devil for a husband By Mercy kalu Characters: 15038

Updated: 2018-01-02 15:28

Blayze's P.O.V

I walked into the dark room tiredly and gently closed the door behind me after I got in. After I kept my laptop bag and briefcase on the table, I loosened the tie around my neck before I turned and took a look on the bed.

Caden was already asleep with her back facing me. I know...I know I said some very hurtful words to her today but I had to...she seemed to have been getting a little bit comfortable with me and I really don't want that. If she gets comfortable with me...I might be tempted to get comfortable with her which I definitely do not want...I don't want to trust anyone. I don't want to believe that there is ever any possibility of being happy because I did once only to get shattered. Relationships are a waste of time. Nobody in this world can ever be trusted. Nobody can keep up with relationships because they're just fake. Someday they'll get up and just leave...they'll say they're tired. They'll say that they can't do it anymore...that's why Caden...I...I can't give you a chance in my life...I really don't want to hurt you and that's why I hope that you could just ignore me. I wish you would hate me instead because I have no faith in any kind of relationship.

I turned and walked into the bathroom.

Later on, I came out all fresh and dressed in my pyjamas trouser and a white short sleeve shirt.

I walked up to the bed and gently had my seat then brought my legs up and covered myself with the blanket. I put my right hand behind my head as I stared at the ceiling. I turned my head to Caden and she was still laying in the same position with her back facing me.

I sighed.

I'm sorry Caden for the all the things I said to you earlier but it had to be done. I don't want to hurt you by making you feel that everything is okay...I wish you could understand everything.

I gently shifted closer to her a bit. I took a look at her face and she was really asleep with her eyes shut. I brought out my hand and tried to touch her hair but I stopped myself, leaving my hand hanging. Slowly, I drew back my hand.

Blayze stop it...what did you agree on have to stop it. Doing this is only a way to make things more difficult.

After I drew back my hand, I gently shifted back to my position and laid back my head on the pillow.

Blayze just stop thinking about her. Eventually, everything...will soon be over.


I slowly opened my eyes after I heard the sound of the bathroom door close. I swallowed down the tears that were threatening to surface out again.

I came home, had my bathe and laid down on the bed to quickly fall asleep but I just couldn't fall asleep. Everything that happened...Blayze's piercing words came back to my mind making me cry again. I wiped my face several times with the question of ' why I'm I crying? ' in my mind. Since when does Blayze get to me. I'm not supposed to let him get to me but recently I've realised that he's getting to me a lot. Every mean action and word from him towards me is always very hurtful. I feel like my heart is going to explode. I feel like the piercing pain in my heart will never stop.

I wasn't asleep either when I felt the bed move and I could feel that he was right behind me. After a while, I felt the bed move again and I knew he was back to his position.

I slowly opened my eyes and that's when the tears rolled down through the corner of my eyes.

* * * * * * *

Blayze's P.O.V

I turned on the bed before my eyes slowly opened. I noticed that Caden was no longer on the bed. I immediately sat up and looked around but there was no sign of her. I got up from the bed and took a look around including the bathroom and yet no sign of her.

Where are you Caden?

I decided to walk out of the room and down the stairs to look for her. I walked around the mansion carefully almost in pure darkness before I decided to walk into the sitting room. I managed to find the light switch and switched it on.

I saw Caden staring at me with wide surprised eyes as she sat on the floor with folded legs and a big bowl in her arms and a fork in her right hand. She sat directly in front of the sofa.

Inwardly I sighed. I've found her.

" What do you think you're doing? " I asked her after I walked up to her.

Her surprised eyes suddenly changed with furrowed eyebrows. She looked away from me and down to the bowl. I watched her carefreely scooped a spoonful of spaghetti with the fork and into her mouth. She chewed nonchalantly.

" And you

willing. To him...his business comes first than any relationship. I decided to leave and expected him to show up...say something that'll make me stay back but...he never did and so I left...even after four years, I still haven't forgotten Blayze. I still love him very much and I regret not sticking around him a little bit longer...maybe I could have change his view on relationships. Maybe I could have melt the stone in his heart."

She sighed after narrating a surprising tale to me.

" You will help me, right? And in return Caden...I'll make sure Blayze returns freedom to you and your family, okay? " she asked with a broad expectant smile.

I still stared at her. Inwardly, I was confused. Here is Leslie who loves Blayze and she was supposed to be his rightful wife. Blayze probably loves her too and...I can't help but see myself as the standing block between the both of them...Caden maybe if...if Blayze was to get his love back then maybe he wouldn't be such a mean and grumpy person. Maybe he would soften up a bit...maybe he would be nicer...maybe he'll become happy.

I slowly nodded to her which made her smile broader. She took hold of both of my hands in hers.

" Thank you so much Caden. Thank you for your understanding. Don't worry...very soon you'll be free from this charade of a'll be from Blayze, okay? " she said and I nodded to her after I unknowingly swallowed hard.

* * * * * *

I walked down the hallway lousily as I headed to my office with my eyes lowered to the floor. I couldn't help but keep remembering everything that Leslie said earlier. I don't understand. Why I'm I feeling this way? I should be happy...finally, there is a way for me to be free, for my family to be free especially my dad...for me to be happy but why...why do I feel this way? I don't feel any happiness at all from what happened earlier today...I feel confused. I don't feel satisfied. I feel like there is something I made a mistake or something.

"Caden there you are!" I heard Mia's voice call me as she came out of the office and quickly walked up to me.

" Where in the world have you been? How could you leave without telling me? " Mia asked.

" What's wrong? " I managed to ask her tiredly.

" Just guess. " She said with excitement in her eyes.

"Please just speak up." I pleaded to her as I was not in the mood for that.

"Well...there is someone special here to see you..."

" Caden. " I heard a male's voice call from behind Mia. Mia stepped aside revealing a tall man with well built body. He was averagely handsome, nice long nose, peach coloured lips and very light brown eyes.

He walked up to me.

" I know you don't know me so I'll introduce myself." He said before he stretched out his hand towards me for a handshake with a smile on his face.

" I'm your admirer."


My eyes widened in surprise at what he just said.

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