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Just Pretend By MarillaGarden Characters: 10756

Updated: 2017-12-18 09:27

Missing you

(A text conversation between Nicolas and Sam for over a year before he saw her in Hawaii)


"Why are you texting me? I don't want anything to do with you Nicolas."

"Please, I'm on my knees Sam. I'm so sorry, I'm not going to ask you to forgive me. No! I don't even forgive myself for what I did to you, but please. Let me at least text you once a month to see how your doing, I won't bother you. You don't even have to reply back to my messages."

"Ok, once a month. I won't text back, I just pity your state. bye!"

First month...


"Hi, um don't know what to say. Hope you're doing well, I'm so sorry Sam. I miss you so much, ahhhh. I know you're not going to text back, night!"

Second month....

1:30 am

"Wish you were in my arms, on my bed. All I think is about you Sam, all I want is you. I'm sorry.."

Third month....

3:00 am

"Fuck you for making me feel this way and Fuck me for letting you go."

3:20 am

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so fucking sorry."

4:03 am

"I love you still"

Fourth month...


"You still aren't going to talk to me?"


"I'm building a house where the view is the beach, there's a waterfall near as well. The hotel I just bought is near a beach and is very good with Tourists, it still needs a lot of work. Anyways, this house will big. I'll buy a big white bed with steel rails that are high so I can drape a white lace canopy over it and wait for you to come."

Fifth month...


"Sigh...I just miss you. So freaking much Sam, I felt I lost apart of me. My heart aches every time I think of you."

3:45 am

"I fucking need you, I'm sorry! I'm so sorry."

Sixth month...


Seventh month....




Two months he hasn't sent me a text, I was starting to forgive him. Want him even more than I did, but it hurts. Hurts so bad. My fingers itched to text him, see if he's ok. But my stupid pride was in the way, or maybe was afraid that he was going to fool me again.

He had a way with words, but I felt them. They felt real, if he loved me then why did he do this to me? To us?

Why? Why?

"I hate you"



She texted me, she actually texted me.

I read it over and over, I hate you!

12:10 am

"I love you"

"No you don't, you don't hurt the person you love."

"I'm sorry"

"You're not sorry, your fucking not. Stop saying sorry, sorry doesn't fix a broken heart. It doesn't fix anything, whoever came up with sorry was an asshole idiot. Just like you are, I hate you, hate you, hate you so much."

Eighth month....

2:09 am

"I hate me as well Sam, I was a fool for hurting you. Blind fool that was greedy for all the wrong things, I swear to you. That all you felt from me was pouring out my heart without any control. I fucking loved you but didn't admit to myself. My heart felt the pain of being in love, it knew the pain so well that it just gave up on love. That's until you came, I wasn't suppose to fall in love with you. It wasn't suppose to be that way but it happened. What do you want me to do or say, I'll do anything Sam. I just want you!"

Ninth months...


"Sam, pleas

eyes were shut, I wanted to look deeply into mesmerizing eyes of hers.

"Look at me Sam, please. I'm so fucking sorry, my love for you was never fake. I swear it wasn't fake, I love you beautiful. I can't take it anymore, all I think about is you. All I dream of is you, I can't do this anymore. I want you, please, give me another chance. I'll do anything for one last chance, please." I begged as I held myself. All I wanted to do was lift her up and place her on the bed. Spread her legs and make love to her. Make her feel my need for her, just get lost in her.

She opened her eyes, the tears fell down the side of her face, "You have to earn my trust Nicolas, you-"

I cut her off by pressing her up against the wall while capturing her lips onto mine. I wanted it Rough, wild, I wanted her to feel me through my kiss.

My lips went down to her neck, assaulting her brutally while sucking, licking, kissing which caused her body to shiver in pleasure. She was a drug that my body needed so badly, I wanted her so so so so so fucking bad.

The door opened unexpectedly, Amanda walked in, "Sam, do you think-" she stopped and stared at us.

Not believing her eyes, she rubbed them over and over, I waited for her to shout and yell but didn't expect her to smile. "I fucking shipped you two way back then and I'll be damned if I didn't ship you two once again. I'm going to go out, you should probably lock the door with the keys Sam, you know so you can carry on. I didn't see anything, not going to say anything to anyone, and damn Nicolas. You look even hotter than before, nice tan." She winked before leaving.

I chuckled, "At least she still likes me." I was hungry for her, all I seemed to do was lick my lips and stare at her.

"All I'm asking is for one more chance Sam, please. I need you."

She smacked me, wow, this wasn't Sam. "Fucking one last chance Nicolas or I will fucking kill you if you hurt me again." She said before pulling me down to kiss me once more.

The biggest sigh of relief escaped from my chest as I holstered her upon my body. Come to papa baby, God I miss you so much.


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